REMiNiSCiNG =/

So for some reason everytyme i talk to mah bestfriend Looch i alwaysz think bout hisz asshole couszin. . .

Ma ex Enzy. . .

Love him to death but he did meh wronq =/

Newaysz asz many timesz i would love to o4qive him && take him bakk itsz hard knowinq wut he did. . .

I believe hesz dha reason i act hard to qet towardsz otha nikkahsz dhat wanna take meh seriousz. . . but itsz hard for meh cusz i dnt wanna bee takin advantaqe of once more. . .

I mean i qave the nikkah mah all. . . bouqht him wut he wanted. . . he met ma whole family. . . once i qave him mah heart he took advantaqe of it. . .

As many chancesz i qave him he wudd only chanqe o4 a while dhen bee the same asshole. . .

&& when i look into mah bestiesz eyesz hesz a total complete diffrent person compared to hisz couszin. . .

Sometimesz i wish i cuddah qone bakk in time && qone out w/ mah bestie when i had dha chance when we 1st spoke but i fell for the wronq person && qot hurt. . .

But i thank mah bestie to death for lettinq meh cry on hisz shoulder && keepinq our friendship stronq. . .

Now hesz dha o1 who judqesz a nikkah o4 meh so i dnt qet hurt aqain. . .

But dhen aqain i want hisz couszin bakk but dhen i dnt. . .

Fuck dha past thouqh. . . Like bestiee saysz dnt look bakk

I hate reminiscinq =/

Pointless bloq. . .